No body waits

Tonight I felt different from the surroundings that I once so used to be. For them, they have probably made a step forward ahead, while I'm still here.
'Time to get one' ? Perhaps, there will be one day, though the time has yet to come, but you've lost your patience. Because you're left far behind, where none, will be waiting for you.


有些时候
心里会对一些没有概念的东西产生瞎想
因为偏左的那颗心很容易任人摆布
因为身旁的人事物已经先一步踏上旅程的下一站
而我却还停留在这里

或许有一天，
虽然你的时间还没到
可是你却已经不想再等
因为全世界已经不再等你

自由的无限大

This is a song which I really need at this moment. It's like walking in a lonely street, a small narrow bumpy muddy road, with an extremely calm and peace mind. There will be no boundaries ahead, and the sorrows-hatred-worries will evaporate in the thin air -*pop*- just like that. At that moment, you will know, you're a free man.

Will you get what I meant, I wonder.



当
全世界只剩下醒着的一个我
不再有任何束缚的生命潇洒地绽放
明天的烦恼不再到来
豁然
昨天的忧虑带着压抑一同消失


此刻的我自由无限大
无比无比地自由

抱着虔诚的期待我进入沉睡的夜晚

我的梦想

photo by zixin, Dec2010, SMKI

不论是我想要还是不想要，
只要是我正在做的事情我都希望可以认认真真地享受生命中不可能有第二次的每一刻。
因为我的梦想就是做个：
真正的生命旅人！

不久前才写下的某个面子书留言。
我的妈呀，我被自己吓了个一大跳。

Obsession

望梅止渴

你幸福吗?

你的心情一直是满满的。满满的。尽管三天前你或许还在为某些不愉快的事情不愉快着。
你看你看！活着的乐趣就是它充满了很多很多的惊喜。意想不到的，快乐的，悲伤的，都有。

你幸福的呼吸着这一秒，希望下一秒不要那样快就到来。是的，老妈疼你、老爸像爱人般爱你、老哥宠你、姐姐们把你当亲妹妹般宠；朋友不算多，但至少每一个都是你用心来交的。还有什么不足够的呢？

photo by zixin, Jun2011, Sunway Pyramid

你不知道这般的愉快究竟从哪来，也懒得去知道。快乐就快乐呗，问那么多为啥？

好吧，你决定了。明天，你也要这般快乐　↖(^ω^)↗

***********

假如有一天你已经七老八十了，你还会不会记得那些当初的美好？读着别人的爱情故事，原来你很在意那个美好的爱情。真正让人动容的，你又怎知道是哪个？难道非要自己尝过，才能体会？



因为爱情，不会轻易悲伤，所以一切都是幸福的模­样，因为爱情，简单的生长，依然随时可以为你疯狂；那是一种不能用文字言语的情怀，对那个最初的爱情，那个思念，让你这个第三者感觉的是满满的幸福的。没有所谓的感动，没有那种非常的向往。幸福。真的，只有满满向外溢出来的幸福。

因为爱情，怎么会有沧桑，所以我们还是年轻的模样。因为爱情，在那个地方，依然还有人在那里游荡......


The life treats you well. Like what your name spells, you have a lovely life.
Yea, I am living good.

等不及

photo by zixin, Dec2010, SMKI

期待一直下不来的雨 是那样愈落而不能 让人等得心急
热滚滚的内司咖啡 还来不及烫死味蕾 就先让房里塞满了它的啡气

"our room smells coffee" - Eva Seow

还有大半叠烦死人的死人教科笔记
真叫人不死也半死

唉

It is going to rain soon.
But it is not raining yet.
Can't wait to finish it up.
With my lovely Nescafe, off to study.
Ciaoz.

平安 贰

photo by zixin, May2011, at home

音乐微微飘动着。
耳机抖索，耳膜颤抖。
不愿停止，只因那是那年我们的歌；
还是，我不小心沉醉了？

愿平安。

The melody flows.
Will you find it familiar?
Be safe and stay healthy.

Love,
Sis.

平安

photo by zixin, May2011, at home

这是一个无眠的凌晨四点钟。
闭起眼睛感觉不冷不热的风，拖着轻浮的灵魂，不断徘徊于两地间。

那是一首平静安稳的轻音乐。
轻轻叙述对家的思念，无奢其他，只求平安。
平安就好，平安就好。

It is now 4 o'clock in the morning.
I can feel myself back in the hometown.

And this is a melody of peace and calm.
Singing along, I hope everything is fine back there.
Be safe, and stay healthy.

I'll leave it behind,

photo by zixin, May2011, on train back from KL

We love companion, don't we?

I like to be accompanied, really. Although I enjoy being alone too, sometimes. I have great friends. They make good companion. It doesn't matter on what and how much they do understand about my situation. I enjoy your accompany, thank you.

And not to forget, I have the ever great family too. Dad told me that failure is a norm in all lives. Yea, you fail, SO WHAT? He said that. You know what, dad, you make me cry. A smiley face he sent me in message, a cheerful emotion, just like the cheerful ringing tone he has on his phone.

Just weeks ago, I have just encountered things that are thousands time worse than this one. I should have known that this is not yet the worst, somethings else are.

I'm sorry. I m wrong. And I promise I will change.
人不贵于无过，而贵于改过。 I note that, dad.

Tomorrow will be a beautiful day. Good night.
*watching one piece to further cheering me up later.

BBQ Plaza

photo by zixin,BBQ Plaza Sunway Pyramid, the day after CHM1022 final paper