生命要有一种绝对

作曲：阿信 填詞：阿信 編曲：阿信/怪獸/周恆毅

想要征服的世界　

始终都沒有改变

那地上无声蒸发我的泪

黑暗中期待光线　

生命有一种绝对

等待我　请等待我　

靠近我　再拥抱我

不要走　请不要走　

直到约定融化成笑颜

直到我看見生命的绝对





生命要有一种绝对

只是想跟世界说说话 -^ ^-

这次回家的路途突然变得很远。

大费周章地从monash校门口，冒着雨，扛着两颗大包包，
拖着五十几公斤重的身躯，花了将近三个小时，终于捱到了KL Sentral的大门。
一进门，马上就找着zoey口中的KFC傍边的platform入口处，
一边睁大眼睛找双便宜的拖鞋好换掉已经湿到可以拧出半桶水的帆布鞋。
（都怪星期五的bio lab，要不，我都不穿包鞋）

废废地等了一个多小时，最后把自己塞进北上的那班列车。
虽然买了张有床睡的车票，爬上上面那层的床位后却不敢像以往那样:
眼睛一闭，耳机一塞，马上就跟他昏睡过去。
毕竟第一次搭火车北上，真怕万一不小心睡死过去，
过了站却没下车，那我张开眼不就到了泰国?!

昏昏醒醒沉沉浮浮到了凌晨四点钟多，慢慢闻到了半岛北部空气的味道。
望着窗外黑漆漆什么都看不到的地方，我轻轻地跟外面的空气说了声‘hi’ :)

老妈五点多时给我打了几通电话都打不通，
是我怕自己睡过头所以叫她（我最信任的闹钟）给我打的。
那时我已经没在睡了。正坐在床头，甩着两条萝卜腿，等着SP的那站。

在等着那台跟我差不多岁数的nissan时，不小心认错了好几辆车。
黑乌乌的凌晨六点，除了车前的两扇车灯外，什么都看不清楚。
可是自己坐了十几年的老爷车，
我是不应该因为两个多月没见面就把它给认错了。

接下来就是回到家以后的事了。

跟二姨去吃好料是一定有啦（这次吃的是肉骨茶耶～）
跟老妈去外婆家跟两个老人家拉拉哈哈..
这次还碰上表哥要飞回日本。保重了，亲亲表哥～

然后隔天还去老爸学校的中秋家庭晚会。
这次回到去，已经找不到当初认识的那班老师孩子的朋友。
却意外碰回几个以前老朋友的弟弟。
一个个还认得老姐姐我。呵呵呵，都长这么大了～
在一群人中摇摇晃晃，身边很多人却没人管我，我很享受。
别问我是不是孤僻，反正我就是很享受当隐形人的那当下。

剩下的时间嘛，我就是那样有事没事的跟在老妈老爸屁股后面，
甩来跟甩去，有事没事的哈哈两三句没有重点的話。

那么没有重点地写了一鼻涕长的废话，写着写着眼睛都有点酸。

刚刚去逛了逛阿信的部落格，都没找到新的post。
不管啦，照看不误。反正看过的还可以再看过。

現在是，像一隻無所事事的小狗搖搖尾巴抬頭看著某人那樣的心情。
沒有原因，沒有所求。
哈，我只是。
我只是想跟世界說說話。
汪！

阿信《五點前的一分鐘》

我现在也只是无所事事地摇摇脚，看着面前的萤幕发呆的种心情。
没有原因，没有所求。
看不懂吗？
没关系，我纯粹
只是想跟这里的空气说说话。

-^ ^-

Post Mooncakes' Fest

A mooncakes' Fest + Family day at dad's school yesterday night.

Lanterns :)

I suppose I am addicted to photo editing recently.
though it seems I don't really have talent in it ..should try harder next time.


p/s: just a brief thought gone through my mind when i saw this lorry.
hey sin min's ginna kia, still remember the mint-choc icecream?
and it is still the same old blue lorry and the old uncle :)

Hunting for Sakae's Sushi

Date: 24th Sept 2010
Venue: Sunway Pyramid (main point: Sakae Sushi)

I hardly use any words to describe the day.
It was such random that "don't know who" suggested to celebrate "don't know what" by killing our wallets spending for Sushi.
And there we went, to Sakae's Sushi.

Well, on the way to those sushi, we had great time with photo shots.
Looking at these ppl, I can't help thinking of the time when I started to be in love with camera..
Really thanks to SinChiewXueji which turned a camera-shy's me into the one I am today :)

These are so-called- the random shots -^ ^-

At the shutter bus' stop in front of Monash.

KTM. from KL-Sunway Pyramid ?

And finally, at Sakae's Sushi.

The prettiest shot of Rachel I got on that day ^^

Poh Keng a.k.a the round round face :D

oops, this is just random. the egg-ie and vivienne.

I very much like Vivienne and PohYee in this particular shot :)

We had fun. Yeap. we had it :)

What else can I say?
besides telling that these ppl are becoming more and more camera-sensitive these days
0(^ ^)0

两次的幸福

今天，看着十三楼那个（就是那个咯 -^ ^-）的背影，望着望着，
今天幸福好像都一次过给我涌上来。

刚才，看着五月天的live, 听着阿信的声音，看着听着，
我好像又把今天的幸福用了一次。

the MoOn and the steambOat

Is it true that the moOn over the foreign place is always brighter?
Well, the mOon is still the moOn.(we have only 1 moOn afterall -______-')
It's the ppl under the moOn that made up a different story -^ ^-

Vivienne

Eva a.k.a. driver of the proton

Rachel

Yan hui a.k.a. autotroph

Chai

okay...it's me.

Some random shots with the main spOt of the night ^^

And let's get something that relates to the moOn, shall we? :D

ohyea, we had great food, great companies, and great reasons to lepak ^^
Happy moon-cakes' festival

月亮底下的团团星火，把这异乡月圆的夜都照亮了。
中秋节快乐啦你 :)

快乐

生日快乐

没有这个男人，我都不知道我在这里要怎么活。谢谢你。

第一支舞

想念那首歌，那只舞
还有那双手。

带我走

我会有好一阵子都喜欢这首歌。

呼呼～

さくら

さくら
(Cherry Blossoms)
Lyrics: 森山直太朗
Music: 森山直太朗


A single petal falls on my shoulder and I take it into my hand
When I close my eyes you’re standing beside me
Full lyrics' translation.

..Continuos from the previous post..

these songs are simply nice.
When those melodies going round my mind, memories flip though.
those that i be with during the time,
those that i crazy along with,
those that i cried together with,
those that i love,
those that love me, and
those that i appreciate the most.

No hard feelings *kar-men :)
But i cnt help smiling :)

To all of you out there,
(dad, mum, bro, all my lovely cousins, friends and those who know my name)

I wish you happiness :)

I look into my heart and found you all. And I realised how rich I am.
-quoted from an old msg.

手紙 ～拝啓 十五の君へ～

手紙 ～拝啓 十五の君へ
Music: Angela Aki
Lyrics: Angela Aki

Dear you, who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing?
For my 15 year old self, I can't tell anyone
About the causes of my worries

If I wrote a letter addressed to my future self
Surely I can speak truthfully from my heart

Now, it seems I'm going to be defeated and cry
For me who seems to disappear
Who's words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart of mine
Has been broken many times
But in the midst of the pain, I live in the present
I live in the present

Dear you, thank you
I have something I want to tell the 15 year old you
If you continue asking where you should go and why
You'll see the answer

The stormy seas of youth may be hard
But keep rowing your boat of dreams
On towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't cry
In the time that seems to disappear
You should believe in your own voice
For my adult self, there are sleepless nights
When I, too, am hurt
But I'm still living in the bittersweet present

Because there's a meaning to all of our lives
Raise your dreams without fear

Keep on believing

It seems I'm going to be defeated and cry
For me who seems to disappear
Who's words should I believe in?

Ah, please don't be defeated, please don't cry
In the time that seems to disappear
You should believe in your own voice
In these ages
You cannot run away from sorrow
But show your smile and go on living in the present
Go on living in the present

Dear you, who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness

Please, don't say I am emo.
No, i am not.

Angela Aki is a wonderful song writter (and lyrics too).
I was introduced by dear bro to her, with the 手紙 ～拝啓 十五の君へ～
It sounds familiar to me, as there is another chinese version of it.
刘若英－给１５岁的自己
*and i shall not post for this. search sendiri pa, ppl :)

Friends are leaving 1 by 1 soon.
Kar-men off to Singapore.
Yiming off to Canada.
*and i almost cried myself off when the call i made got no answer, just on the time when the plane flying off.

Uyan off to UK (soon)
Steve off to Canada (next year)
Stef and Sanxiu flying somewhere in few years time..(as i not sure where it is)
so and so....

I have (or should have?) got used to these situations d, i suppose?

Thing has not been easy, like it always does.
But like Angela Aki's say:

You cannot run away from sorrow.
But show your smile and go on living in the present.
But in the midst of the pain, I live in the present.


That is something i will tell myself at this moment, i think.

请你吃月饼 盒 -^^-

Did i promise anyone to belanja him/her moon-cakes?
Here you go, grab one of it.
Just one enough har, leave some for others C:

Oooopsy, for friends celebrating Hari RaYA, here is the 1 for you ^^

Ppl who are celebrating the MoooOOn-cake's festival away from home de,
Happy MooooOOon-cake's Fesival -^ ^-

Ppl who are celebrating at home de,
my mOOOooon-cakes leh? -____-?




慢慢的，
有种‘每逢佳节倍思亲’的感觉..
有股‘举头望明月，低头思故乡’的冲动..
快要成了游（疯）子了我。
　


阿就老妈带过来的公仔饼已经给我收拾到剩下一半了。

what else to ask for more?

It was the day when:

Mama came to visit me in sunway during RAYA.
(well, she was actually visiting her Sis-my aunt, then shun bian came and see me T^T )

She came with my 3rd aunt.
(the 1 they visiting was the 4th aunt, 2nd aunt was in Thailand, our beloved neighbour, hope she and her family having all fun there)

Of course her husband came too (as the driver) and so as her sonS (yea, all male).

And what happened to my mama's husband? he was having his own sweet time with his audioS, the 2nd wife of his.
(and his obsession over her was more than his desire to see his daughter T^T )

We went to Pyramid.
(....again, i had been there 3 days berturut-turut....)

Together with my 4th aunt's and 3rd aunt's daughtherS and sonS (in short, my cousins la),
we went down to the ICE RING.

Oh my GOOdneSS.when uncle paid for our tickets...i couln't believe my eyes.
rm232.for 7 kids (including me).
(／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧
stupid pyramid's ICE, sucking blood ar?!

So, there we were. On the ICE.
No doubt, I worried for all of them, looking after those kiddyS.
oh, those little kiddyS were cekap betul to go round and fall and round and fall and round and fall and rounnd and fall......full of courage. *solute
All of us later came out of the ICE RING with wet pants and butts. hah' -_________-!
and zhongqi and zhongheng said they played roller skate last time.
hey, must teach me la.......... -^ ^-

Next (well, pyramid has actually not much fun places for them to play lor.....),
those really KiddyS stayed at the Popular BookStore,
while zhongheng , zhongyi, and zhongqi cabut lari to go other sides of pyramid.

HEre are some photos taken..hah'

They seems to like the tall friend a lot..... -^ ^-

Then, we went eat.and i felt so Sungai Petani-ed.
These are the ppl that stand a very sinificant part in my life.
They were the 1 i refused to leave back there in my hometown and moved on here to become a KL ppl.
They can never be replaced.by anything.

mama brought me the coconut-filled GongZaiBeng.
which are supposed to replace the moon-cake.

(公仔饼)

I like my Moon-cakeS.

WAnna try some? hmmmm. let me see how much i left now....

It was awsome.
My mama was here.
My lovely cousinS were here.
ans so as my aunts and uncles.
Not forgeting my mOOn-cakes.

What else can there be to make me ask for more?
-^ ^-