Re-wind-ing.

Hey, you two. Your smiles look so wide in my camera shot !photo by zixin, July2011

Ehmmm. He and his "stunts". Insurans tak warranty punya dui..
photo by zixin, July2011


We planned to build a dragon [at first, snow(sand)man]; but it ended up being a "crocodile" :)
photo credits: Stef



You, with your harmonica; and you, with your pail. Together, we have the 难兄难弟 band !
photo by zixin, July2011


Bottles of beer, how I wish I have them in my blanket now.
photo by zixin, July2011



SO that I can sleep deadly withought thinking bout you guys.
photo by zixin, July2011

But, if possible, let me dream bout you people.

And then, I'll have to mark an end to my July 2011, my holiday filled up by you people.
Re-wind-ing, the last time for this semester.

自己和自己相处

像是不久前，像今天这样子的晚上，当你的笑声还在我耳边回荡的时候，很自私地，我想把时间留住。
什么时候，我才能再拥抱那时候，那样的欢乐。

回到现实的我，不过短短的三天，却是独自走了一段比一个月还长的路。
常常会回想那段我们一齐笑过、傻过、疯过的路途，偶尔还会闻到海水的味道。
虽然独行，但不孤独。

photo credits: CCY- Stef's album

只是，自己和自己相处，有时候是一件不容易的事情。
尤其是当我又再次习惯与你相处的时候。
我只好不停地重复那首我们曾一同唱过的歌，告诉自己你还在。

There's a motivating song at my blog.

What faith can do - Kutless

"I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling down
I've seen miracles just happened
Silent prayers get answered
Broken heart become brand new
That's what faith can do."

A song sometimes becomes very addictive as it was played during some moments that are memorable. And yea, it was the song that was played in the car on our way back from Langkawi. Every time after a random+crazy trip with this gang of people, there must be something growing bigger and bigger deep inside, that I knew I've been refreshed, filled with strength to move forward, giving out more and more that I can. We had fun, we had joy, we had each other, whom we know are striving hard to reach our own goals in lives. On the next stop we meet, we'll harvest what we worked for. So, let's see, how far we can go.We may not be going through the same paths, but like we said before, we're under the same piece of blue sky.

Cheers, my dear buddies.

Look! It's beautiful

The day has gone very late in the dark.
Back from work, I saw them.
In the phone, he said they were waiting in front of my house.
Say HI to mum and then BYE, I was with them.
"Let's take Jap food!"someone said, and yea, we went.
Eat and talk and eat and talk.
It went endless like the way the bottomless green tea we had went through.
Paid the bill, and we dragged on to apom balik.
From there, one said 20min drive to Nasi Kandar at the other end of SP, another said 10min.
Lame bet they had.
Teh ais and roti canai ordered, and we borak again.
Borak borak, time to be back.
Thank you I said to the driver, but I forgot to say good night.

Just before I closed the door, I saw the sky above.
It's a beautiful night.

I love One Piece

Yo-hohoho, Yohohohoo,

Gather up all the crew! Time to ship out Bink's brew!
Sea wind blows to where,Who knows?
The waves will be our guide!
O'er across the ocean's tide, The sunset is goin' wild,
See the sky! The birds singing in circles passing by!

Bid farewell to weaver's town! Say so long to port renowned!
Sing a song, it won't be long, before we're casting off!
Cross the gold and silver waves,Changin' into water sprays!
Sailing out on our journey,To the ends of the sea!

Gather up all the crew! Time to ship out Bink's brew!
Pirates we, we'll divide and conquer all the seas!
With the waves to rest our heads, The ship beneath us as our bed!
Hoisted high up on the mast our jolly roger flies!

Somewhere in the endless sky, A storm has started comin' by!
Waves are dancing, having fun, Time to sound the drums!
If we let blow winds of fear, then the end of us is near!
Even so, tomor-row the sun will rise again!

Yo-hohoho, Yo-hohoho,

Gather up all the crew! Time to ship out Bink's brew!
Could be today, could be tomorrow,Twilight dreaming.
No longer now can we see, shadow hands still waving free
Why worry, there's sure to be a moonlit night again!

Gather up all the crew! Time to ship out Bink's brew!
Sing a song, a lively song, For all the oceans wide!
After all is said and done, We all end up skeletons!
Endless, aimless, the story on the uproarious seas!

Yo-hohoho, Yo-hohoho…………

-Bink's Sake (ONE PIECE soundtract)

每一个看得到的岛屿, 对他来说都是蕴藏了无数精彩的冒险.
一件或许很平凡的东西, 在他眼里都是很厉害很有趣.
同样是一条命的生活, 我要过的和他一样精彩!
昨天失去的东西不能复原, 那就算算我还剩下什么.
撇下那些拾不起来的泪水, 重新出发.
而这次, 挂着梦想的海贼旗帜, 拉起船帆,迎着海风,缓缓启航……

C.O.L.O.U.R.S.

Look at my fingers !!!

photo by zixin, July2011

These are not normal art paints or poster colouring , instead, it's printer refilling inkS ! Aww, I love colours, yet these colours are not easily to be washed away. It sticks on the skin for days before I can really wipe it off. But it's so nice.

p/s: ignore those mandarin wording.TQ.

能够学习新东西真的很爽，可是爽的代价就是十只白白净净的手指～～不过，还是很爽啦。

Well, I've been helping 3rd sis at her shop ever since holiday started. Though I swore before that I have to sleep and eat and sleep and eat and sleep and eat as much as I can during the holiday, who knows, things turn out totally the other way. Life is funny, isn't it?

真是难为三姐了，长期没了像女孩的手……

That is an IT shop. As I said, life is funny. 2 years before, I don't even know how to own an email account or to use a pendrive; 2 years later, I'm here to fix up a full set of desktop and setup a laptop. You can never imagine what you'll be doing in future. Strange yea.

虽然假期过的不像假期，不过自我充实的感觉真的很棒。

I enjoyed my holiday. This is the very first time I feel the anxiety inside to learn new things. To recognize the spareparts, getting know the market price, software, installing/uninstalling, formatting, setting up windows, fixing up HDD and RAM, getting motherboard, HDD, ROM, processor, casing and bla bla bla to set up a whole desktop, then moving forward to learn bout printers, awww, I love colours (again).

都是荷尔蒙作怪，每个月一次，情绪波动让本来就敏感的神经更加细，肯定要搞到我精神错乱才甘愿。

For sure, there are conflicts and worries that come along, but at last I've gone through them(I suppose?) Accidents happen sometimes. There was once I unintentionally format an Asus EeePC netbook, includes the backup on Data partition as well, all GONE, in just 2 seconds. It's easy to throw things, but it is 100000x harder to pick it back. Luckily the data can be recovery in the end. But I already half a soul left.

有得玩电脑是很爽，可是玩别人家的电脑会有压力。一次不小心玩太大，玩到人家的backup data不见掉，我以为我真的完蛋了；幸好最后还找得回来。所以啊，亲爱的朋友，任何东西不会因为format就完完全全100%消失，那些见光死的私人东西（如：照片）还是别放到电脑里比较好。（别问我那要放哪里）

As for my dear friends, I'm so sorry that I don't really have time for u guys. Another half a month, I'll be back in Subang for my 2nd year. But I'll try to squizeeeee out time de before the holiday die away :-)

隔壁的邻居家最近躲了一只泰国种的变色龙，老妈说是另外一个邻居从泰国带过来却不小心让它逃走的。它的名字很帅，叫“我忘了－等我记得的时候才讲”。 它叫的声音更帅：先是“meh meh meh meh”羊叫声然后打喷嚏“a~kuiq a~kuiq a~kuiq"。弄到老爸每次都要跟它一起叫。它已经躲了几个星期了，却还是不停地叫啊叫。老爸很可怜它会叫到没力，又没东西吃又孤独。也对啦，它的种族在我们这一带本来就很少，要找听得懂它们泰国话的变色龙更渺茫。问题是我们看不到它，只有声音.

孤独很不好受的。人还是要有朋友比较爽。

Thanks to many. In this case, especially 3rd sis. I was a total fresh man to IT that is totally 'immune' to any IT basic commons. Thanks for giving me a chance to learn. And the learning is so much fun. Thanks for everything. Thank you!

Today is 4th sis' birthday. Another great sister. You never know how much you have done for me during this period when I'm away from home. Your presence in Sunway has pull home so much nearer to me. Thank you, for everything. And, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

三姐烧了一出很不错的戏给老妈，最近每天晚上她都会坐便便等我放工回家放CD给她看。害到我自己也跟着看。

My mum has only 2 kids. But I have tons of great sisters. I love them.

这一路有你们的牵引才好彩没有迷失了方向，既然最终这条路要我自己走，可不可以变成天空底下那个可以仰望的交集点？因为我一直都想要长成像你们一样的女人。

Dear Poh Yee,

Happy Birthday my dear girl!!

You're the sweetest girl that I've ever met. Do you remember that I said I love your smile before? I still mean what I've said. Thank you, for being a caring friend. Thank you, for your love. And I promise to love you more :)

Thank you for making me laugh when I'd almost forgotten how to.
Your little and frequent messages will always make up my day.

*p/s: Since Rachel came out with a photo, I must not lose to her :b

And as I said, you have my voucher of one free meal, redeemable during the whole sem2 of 2011.


Love,
Tze Xin

榴莲和女孩

信不信我放假回家这段日子吃最多的水果竟然是这些刺刺的青瓜儿？

photo by zixin, Jun2010

听说本地的榴莲慢点会被出口到中国去，到时候本地人只剩下一摞被选剩的榴莲渣，除非你愿意花大钱去买从中国进口过来的马来西亚高品质榴莲。

在公寓的电梯、酒店大厅、地铁等地方，有时候会出现类似“禁止抽烟、携带宠物和榴莲”。"No Smoking, No Pets and No Durians"；真不明白，这么好吃的东西竟然被列为违禁品，莫名其妙的规矩。

photo by zixin, Jun2010

上个星期回从乡下奶奶家回来的时候，老爸在半路下车买榴莲。这里的榴莲包新鲜，那个果园就在这简陋的板亭子后面。一向来，家里会选榴莲的只有老爸，会开榴莲的也只有老爸，会吃榴莲的就全家都会。

photo by zixin, Jun2010

回家的第一天我问老爸：“榴莲出了么？” “嗯。”
第二天上巴刹老爸抱了一粒十五块的榴莲回家。第三天就在回家的路上挑了不少榴莲载回家。结果老妈吃到发热气，下令不准再买。

昨天，家里还是多了两粒。由于工作的关系，晚上放工又被老友拉出去，很迟才回到家；老妈穿着纱笼从房里出来交代：“榴莲还有一苞，吃掉它。”相信我，那一苞榴莲真的很香很好吃。

最近都在三姐的店里帮忙，其实充其量也就当个学童。可总算有种充实自己的感觉。间中当然也遇到一些郁闷跟矛盾，但现在应该好多了……我觉得。给三姐添了不少麻烦，不但没有被念，还一直被细心的指导和照顾，甚至还要顾虑我有点过敏的神经，心里真的不好受的说。其实这样过日子好不好呢？我不知道。

什么日子都应该好好地过。
什么路都应该好好地走。-双宿双飞：踩碎石



这段时间我都有在想这些可爱的女孩。

关于应不应该展示这些玉女闺房照，我犹豫了好久，上载了又删除又上载又删除。最后觉得应该没有什么要紧，还是上载了。

photos credited to Eva Seow, Jun2010

那天那个晚上，房间门后面的八卦、无厘头的闲情还有我们畅怀的欢笑。我很喜欢你们，真的。