Tears in heaven

I said I dream.
I spent for things I like.
I have a list of what I want to achieve in some other day.
I longed for many things.

Right now, I will only pray for you.
Please.




我要握着你
直到永远
愿期待不落空

在这样的夜晚

关怀方式 － 作词：胡文龙　作曲：林随安　女声：蔡礼莲

寂寞开在心事旁　随手种一些伤感
不让星星来窥探　找个沉默的夜晚

找个沉默的夜晚　不让星星来窥探
随手种一些伤感　寂寞开在心事旁

我的关怀方式是你无法察觉的悲凉
只能在你不经意时才锁上我心房
你往常的亲切友善是我今生的遗憾
受伤后无悔地埋在不流露的脸上

one day I will have it !!

The moment I saw this,

And this,

photos by Giddens

IT IS 。A。W。E。S。O。M。E。 !!

I will sure gonna own a HUGE shelf like that too in my room 1 day.
and I will be putting all my collections up there.

MAYDAY of course.

the ever 1st concert of them back in 1999 -- the collection I want the most

as well as the one in 2000

maybe a whole set of STUDIO GHIBLI's collections.

some of my favourite authors perhaps; Giddens, 蝴蝶, 金庸, 张曼娟, 三毛;

by Giddens


I'm pretty looking forward to the movie from the story, directed by Giddens himself !

And never forget MANGA; Shaman, HunterXHunter, SamuraiX.....

and ONE PIECE (woohoo!!)

Oops. enough of night dreaming.
Back to work.

回家吃饭

“你回来做莫？放假了嚒？”
“我肚子饿，回家吃饭。”－－几乎十个人这样问我，十个答复都一样。

阿北半岛的天气可以热死整锅的蚂蚁。
阿有多热？就是很热，热到让人很想脱光光到处跑就是了。
可是我喜欢。

兜着老爷车，毫无目的地绕了绕几圈。
没有特地想些什么，没有要人陪，就那样。闲。逛。
无聊。但我高兴。

回家后才知道外公生病了。
实际情况还有待医疗报告的确认，但愿一切都安好才是。
看到阿姨婆婆跟老妈揪着的脸，心里怪难受的。
一瞬间，突然妄想自己念的是医学系。

话说老妈跟上潮流，米缸里只装糙米。
那些米煮熟的时候是红色的。有点怪怪。
不过既然不需要我来煮，什么颜色都无所谓。

这次，老爸也研发了新食谱：青苹果+凤梨。
味道真是不错，重点还是：一切都不。需。要。我动手。
有什么比这样白吃白喝更好的享受？哈！

回到这里都才没几天，待会儿行李款款两下又要离开了。
我想我会想念这种热烘烘的温度，而且还是很想念的那种。

另记：
不得不佩服现在的科技真发达。
那天刚到家的头一天，马上就被老steve逮到。
一通讯息：in 5 minutes. 接着就莫名其妙被载走了。
同一辆车，同一个司机，同一班乘客，时间仿佛回到大家还没离开的那个时候。
感觉昨天根本就还没有走远，这里依然是那年十八岁的我们。
在车里也许你不知道，我默默的庆幸我们还有不变的依旧。
一句‘再见’或许要等到两个月后才能从你口中再次听见。
到时候，现在正考试的也该轻松了。
让我们在下次见面之前，努力一回吧。

彼此彼此加油。
期待下次见面的时候，一切都好。

Desperado

Desperado.
Can't help loving the song.
Different singer performed the song in different ways.
Can you notice how different are these 2 versions?

The way back home

Sometimes, people around do make a lot different to me-self.
With the right persons, no matter what we do, everything suits in.
The feeling was just great to be with those right persons.

The decision to come back home is a wise move.
Regardless what lies in front for the next few weeks.
Here will be where it, everything, starts.



Took train back from KL to SP this time.
Together with chiew, we reached at yesterday morning 5.30am.
The moment when I see this piece of ground, the feeling, I can't describe.
The morning, I spent time swirling around the town.
No specific directions and destinations, simply moving around.
Debris of thoughts just randomly scattered all around, I can't sort it out.

There was once a time where I search all over for you guys.
But hey, you all are there.
All I have to do is to just look up.

I will work harder.
Till the time, wait for me.
When the time comes, we will be surely enjoy ourselves to the fullest.

=)

追逐

爱上你的全部放弃我的全部
爱上了你之后我开始领悟
很想陪你走过不平凡的旅途
把昨天的那个自己落下
追逐那个奇迹

星星就是穷人的珍珠
你的笑支撑我虔诚的最初
愿那感动停驻永远
永远要是要我到不了的目的地

如果流浪是你的天赋
那么你一定是我最美的追逐
如果现在站在这里的是你
那么你一定比我勇敢
用你的洒脱自我放肆

无止尽的路途
一旦踏上了
就要每天都要像第一天那样活着
那个第一天的自己