Back at home town

Just fetch Stef at the bus stop, 11 o'clock at night, back from KL. Then, we had a little chat while she having her supper at the nasi lemak stall (rm2 for 3 packets, I wonder how they make their profit).

Oi, STEVE OOI, it is your job to drive her okay..;only if u were back here. and all others out there, remember our night-routines? I'm back at hometown for few days, dislike Stef, it's my looong,long,loooooong summer break >:) yet, the empty-ness just fell on when I drove Stef across the town, passing by the hang-out spots..dot dot dot..and dot dot dot..and dot dot dot..



Photo taken during the ran-away off to Melacca. looks a little bit odd, wasn't it? some friends suggested some editing to make it looks more emo-ish. neh, I tried..and this is what I can do best :b

Stefanie, one of the only few persons I know I can rely on in this whole damn world. Perhaps, we don't keep in contact very often, less messaging, less skype, less FB msg; perhaps, she may not be right beside me when I am down, panic, sad; and neither do I stand by her side when she is in need. But she is my best friend, what to do? I am always grateful to have a buddie like her; just like those we have always seen in the loves-drama (Korean especially), the main actress and her best friend....alright, alright, I watched too much drama recently.

Should I...learn from this photo? next time, to take this kinna photo, I should/ or I have to tilt the head a little bit and move the body aside a little bit, just like how the other girl looked like in the photo. Perhaps, the emo-effects will be better ?let's try next time.

11.11.11

11.11.11; without noticing, we went out for the post exam-celebration on that very day. If it was not because of the friends and what we did on that day, that very day would be just as normal as every single day always be. No/never a date is ever be repeated, every date is special by its own and with someone doing something on that someday, that very date becomes meaningful.

We had fun, we had joy, we had laughter. We enjoyed that day very much, didn't we? If you were not, at least I was. I really love your accompanies, sincerely.

Something comes along and something went by. When we were having fun, we never know what is going to happen at the next moment. Two of us had decided to leave the house and to stay a little nearer to the Uni. Believe it or not, we never have the plan to cause troubles to others who stay. But, troubles caused and I am not able to pretend as if nothing happens. So I try, I try my best to minimize the consequences that come along. To blame or not to blame, I can't control; but to do what I can do at this far. If someone were to ask the reasons for what I've done at the first place, all I can tell is just: I did that for my own good. Selfish? perhaps, I am. I'm sorry for if it hurts anyone.

Wish all happiness and happy holiday;
Sincerely.

2nd last paper

Gonna pray hard to pass my Cell Metabolism. But if it was not because of her, I don't even have a single chance to pass. Sometimes, I feel as if I've let somebody down; I should do better. It has been long since the last time I had this kinna thought.

Last paper coming tomorrow. Faster finish la.

Faster finish la.

Days are black and white during this exam period. Sucks. Neh -,- can't wait to get the last paper done. Hm, don't take me wrong; I havn't ready yet for the 2 upcoming papers. Argh. I miss the colours.

愚驿

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这篇章是分开打的，所以可能会有上文不接下文的现象出现(……我好像每次都没有连接性的打字）。本来不应该在这里发闷骚，可是我已经眼钉钉（奇怪的用词。。有很奇怪吗？）对着电脑萤幕两个多小时，该丢进脑袋的cell metabolism一个字也没读进去。呵……到底怎么了。耳朵可能真的被耳屎塞满了，现在什么都听不进去；除了……（对啦，我知道你知道我下面要讲什么，可是我还是要讲）……五月天。

真是的。
i love mayday.yes, i do.

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跟着游戏规则，我忙着学着成长；每次雨后都会期待着彩虹，所以我打开了窗，却只看到窗外的灼熱闪光；所谓的彩虹不過就只是光嘛。如果给我选个笔名，就给我叫《愚驿》；我想我会很喜欢这个名字。

……老爸之前也是有个笔名，像是叫《山同》还是“山……什么的”；明天好好问问他。

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干它赛的，为什么不来马来西亚上映呐。

给电影人的情书

多少人爱你遗留银幕的风采；多少人爱你遗世独立的姿态
你永远的童真 赤子的心态；孤芳自赏的无奈
谁明白你细心隐藏的悲哀；谁瞭解你褪色脸上的缅怀
你天衣无缝的瀟洒 心底的害怕；慢慢渗出了苍白；
你苦苦地追求永恒；生活却颠簸 无常 遗憾
你傻傻地追求完美；却一直给误会 给伤害 给放弃 给责备
何悲 何爱 何必去愁与苦，何必笑骂恨与爱
人间不过是你寄身之处，银河里才是你灵魂的徜徉地
人间不过是你无形的梦，偶然留下的梦 尘世梦

以身外身 做梦银亮色的梦
以身外身 做梦中梦

给电影人的情书－蔡琴

以身外身，笑看人生梦中银亮色的梦。有几个人能真的做到。若这真的是梦一场，何必为痛苦不愉快的事情太认真？

何悲 何爱 何必去愁与苦，何必笑骂恨与爱
人间不过是你寄身之处，银河里才是你灵魂的徜徉地
人间不过是你无形的梦，偶然留下的梦 尘世梦

若这是梦中无限可能的虚幻，为何不对那些坚持的执着更放肆些？

For another 6 days, my Year2Semester 1 will officially come to an end. With the last paper of Final examination, everything that I learn in Year2 will end there. When I walk out the examination hall, will I be crying or will I smile? I got no idea.

This is a hard semester. For 4 months, my life was filled with assignments, tests, reports, experiments and now the examinations. For all students, it is a norm, isn't it? To say that I suffer a lot, is it really true? All students have assignments; all students sit for exams, what the hell on earth that YOU have the excuse to say 'suffer'? And what are YOU complaining about??

The only difference between all students and I will always be the ways we treat the tasks, the attitudes. Have YOU done what YOU should be doing all this while? Did YOU really do? I've been always telling myself to change, to improve, to be a better man. But did YOU make it? Did YOU ever mean what YOU said? When time flies, when things can't be turned around, I will tell myself not to look back, but to look forward. I believe I learn lessons and that I will never ever walk on the same path. YOU really do? If it is so, what happen now? Why are YOU here??

I don't like this and neither YOU. So I tell YOU to stop it. But can YOU ?


original singer: Teresa Teng.