重点是我哥

以前看阿哥玩钢琴，我都是那种‘怎样？很好liao meh？’的姿态。
因为好像只有这样子的时候，我才不会是那种人家讲的‘喇脚’笨种人。

阿哥很小（好像４岁呱）就开始学钢琴，直到中五spm大考才把钢琴班停掉。
他有很厉害meh？
只不过是有钢琴班找过他教琴，出过几次表演酱啦。

那时候我很不爽，超级不爽的。
每次人家都会称赞：哇，厉害hor..又会钢琴成绩又很好咧。
（阿哥的成绩真的是几厉害一下）
然后接下来就会问：妹妹咧？妹妹grade几liao？
................................鸟的。我不会。
老爸老妈的朋友来家里的时候更惨，‘钢琴啊？哇，你孩子学钢琴hor？’
（请见谅，我那里那个年代学会音乐是一个很‘class’的爱好）
...............................那个是大只的啦。小的不会。鸟的。

那时候很笨。不会吵老妈也送我去学随便一样乐器也好啦。
后来上了国中，
开始喜欢会弹钢琴的帅哥liao的时候；
开始羡慕学长拿吉他在营火会自弹自唱的时候；
开始向往朋友谱曲搞团的时候，
才会想说：妈，我也要学音乐。
‘不要啦。哥哥学费酱贵，送一个去已经很吃力liao，你就不用liao啦。’　鸟的。
我吵了她一段时间。最后都不了了之。
我妈一定以为我又是那种３分钟热度，
应该不知道我其实已经不小心长大（了一点点）。
‘等我会赚钱的时候，我自己去。’　自己花自己的钱也是那时候才懂的。

后来过了很久，老妈才好声好气的讲我：
‘你没有音乐天分啦。学来不是学浪费？（靠！到底是不是我妈啊她？）
我不是让你去学画画liao吗？你也画得很好啊’
后来，画画还真的成了我的兴趣。
也曾经是我梦想的主轴首选。只是现在是什么都没有了。

我现在还是很偏爱音乐。
一部分是受到那个听歌听痴了的老爸影响。
最大原因还是因为
那个我的老哥la。

大我的他。
什么都走在我前面。
衣服穿他穿不下的。
玩具玩跟他一样的。（一生中我只有过一个洋娃娃）
幼儿园、小学、中学、社团。
甚至学业成绩，都是跟他学的。
会想飞出国也是因为他先带我看到有这么一条路。
最想去澳洲，也是因为他先过了去。

虽然，
现在的我飞不出去。
钢琴也没学到。

但是，
我想我这一生大部分的時間
都会追着他的脚步走叭。

亲爱的老哥，我想你应该不知道你后面吊着一个跟屁虫吧？
亲爱的老哥，你的妹妹真的爱你。

其实，我现在最喜欢音乐却是老哥不欣赏的。X)

五月天。曾几何时已经成了我的daily vitamin.

离不开，戒不掉。

憨

快抓狂　
我快抓狂　
快抓狂　我快抓狂
想回家　讲到最后却放弃
我到底　想怎样

我不爽
我就是不爽
现在真的死么超级想要
鸟他的　个asignmentS 跟testS
这到底　有完没完啊

快抓狂
我真的死鬼鸟地快抓狂
什么叫应该　必须？
mood没有　就不用管了噢
脑酱大　装的是烂泥浆嗄

我不爽
我就是草枝摆地不爽
不然你要我怎样
我到底要自己怎样
你到底我到底要怎样　


(／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧




这是一条没有退路的选择
没有后路
不能回头的时候

心上一字敢　憨

今天起我一定要做到自己的最好。

An update

An updated list of something called friends.

Chai
-my current room partner.
-who tolerates my super-hyper-irritating alarm everyday and yet, say nothing bout it.
-who wrote a note this morning:
'dear eva, later wek zixin up coz I cldn't wek her up now sket she didn't put morning alarm tq.'
TQ so muchie :)

Chuyee
-my pig-dog friend (in mandarin)
-who willing accompany me to ponteng A Juan's chemistry and go lepak-ing.
-who treats me at almost as sincere as my lover.
*ohya, remember the time we took ppl's couple seats? luv u
TQ very very muchie :)

Eva
-my part time driver.
-who takes me with her Proton almost everyday without a single charge.
-who takes me into the car-washing-washing world.*it was the 1st time i had that experience.
-who did so much for me, but i was not there when she nearly broke down.
*call me.even if i cnt do anything, at least i will be there together crying with u.
TQ sooO muchie :)

Looi
-who will never forget to tel me:
'Rest well, eat well, sleep well, walk well, study well..Hope everything is going well there :) Stay positive ^_^'
TQ, sincerely :)

KArry (CArrie?)
-whom i just got to know her better although we had been staying together for almost 1 year.
-who always ask me:
'have u eaten?...aiyo, don't eat maggie la...u want eggs?'
TQ a lots :)

PoHHHH Keng
-the gang that i sayang very much
-whom i share the recipe of guy-watching during most of the lectures.
-who always ketuk me:
'yeeeeeerrrrrrr......u very yellow lor (in mandarin)' though i didn't say anything in yellow also.
TQ a lots too :)

PoH Yee
-the pinky girl that i also sayang very much
-who saja saja spam my facebook n blog almost everyday.
-whom i like to sit with during lectures..
-who will always say:
'zixinzixin~♥ my dearrrrrr ~'
TQ, darl :)

Stef
-my best friend ever.
-who is having hard time now but i cnt help.
-whom i would like to say:
'GAMbateh. i know u can.'
TQ for everything u gave me, and i wish i can do the same for u too :)

Zoey
-my ex-bed partner
-whom i will like to wish: happy bahagia-ing !
TQ, my ex :)



that should be enough for today.
many more is not stated here, but still i wanna say: TQ :)

*btw, the above list is in alphabetical order. with no means on the any priority ^^

今天，我想看见日出。

梦 醒

如果能的话，

夜晚 让我放肆地作梦，就在闭上眼睛后。

清晨 让我睡到自然醒，就在闹钟响起前。

谢谢你。

舟曲 加油

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平平安安就是福。

惜福。

为 舟曲 加油吧。

╮(╯▽╰)╭

哭过了，就算了。
让心情，忧郁的。
不值得，去难过。

至少我还有
我老妈的安慰。

我老爸的短讯，
Hi girl, feel gd 2day? No matter gd or bad,time pass, n we ve to face it.
Reality live, lot of strugglings, challenges. Beat it, solve it.

死鬼党的鼓励，
When u're looking at this msg, stop whatever u are doing, and just smile. :)
smile, and the world will be a better place~

那个
哭掉的整桶泪，
刷掉的卫生纸，
卡掉的电话钱，
浪费就浪费了。

心情总得收回来了。

没什么，就纯粹要给自己烂心情打的一个死结。
不要那么容易给人骂哭了。再也不要了。
顺便，
要跟大家（现在在看着萤幕的两只眼睛）宣布一下，
我哭过了。
过了。

我有说过我很喜欢这个图吗？

(／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧(／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧(／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧(／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧

(／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧(／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧(／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧(／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧

唉，真是无可奈何。

╮(╯▽╰)╭

(／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧

╮(╯▽╰)╭ (／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧ ↖(^ω^)↗ \(- o -)/ ⊙﹏⊙b (>^ω^<)

最近在阿信部落格挖到几个很好用的图，很不错一下。
很喜欢这个： (／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧


想写些什么，却写不出什么。先睡了，再来写些什么。
晚安。

╮(╯▽╰)╭ (／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧ ↖(^ω^)↗ \(- o -)/ ⊙﹏⊙b (>^ω^<)

当太阳那么接近地平线

刚刚 把赶着要的assignments生出来，虚脱了我。
终于有一天是让我 榨到一滴不剩的说。

再前面的两个小时，黎明该来了吧。
应该 有一段时间没有看日出了。日落也没有。

就让有天 当太阳那么接近地平线，
好好看看这个方寸天地，
决定那要是 日出还是日落 :)

photo by ashin 2008

當太陽如此接近地平線，幸好能讓看著個方寸天地的自己，決定這是日出或日落。
那，就是未來吧。 -阿信《當太陽 接近地平線》

笑花一朵

楚宜a.k.a伊霓 的笑话一则，

有一天
有个海洋
有只鲨鱼
有颗红豆

鲨鱼吃了红豆

化成什么？

红豆沙（鲨）

就让这一天 阿笑当班，开出一朵美丽的八月笑花吧。

就讓那一天隨性到底，開出一朵美麗的夏天的花吧。－五月天阿信

有点乐不思蜀了我。爱死你，亲爱的表姐。

Blood Donated :)

So, there were me. On the bed,donating blood for the very 1st time :)

eventually,i took this photo while having my blood flew out from my vein.
It(the needle) was on my right hand, so the other cacat left hand hardly get any nice angle -________-!!

There is a Health Education campaign run by Monash in conjunction with the Women's Week this whole week.
And so is the blood donation (go donate your blood, ppl ^^)

I wanted to donate the blood last time in Matrik Perlis, but the haemoglobin thingy in the blood can't pass the target line...1st attempt, failed.
(and sad to say my body weight was barely meet the requirement that time, now..haiz..)

Finally, I get my blood donated. yeah yeah~


当护士把整袋的血丢在我面前时，胆很大的我不小心被吓到一下
(／‵Д′)／~ ╧╧

一袋新鲜出炉热烘烘的血（还没拔管）。
摸下去暖暖的，
想它前一秒还在我身体里面流窜，下一秒就被我给遗弃到胶囊里了。

再见啦 阿血。
阿血，你不要难过啦。
阿我不是不要你，只是想让你出去看看外面花花的世界。
幸运的话，你还可以帮到需要你的人吖 ^^
走好啦 阿血。

好不好？

在李大哥那一句“所有知道我的名字的人啊，你们好不好？”之后，
努力跟着五月天嚷声
“好！”

人与人最近的距离

吾那天去了KLCC的PC FAIR捞货 去了。
捞了个external hard disk, western digital, 500 GB . 199 个钱。
应该物有所值吧。

会想去凑那个热闹，纯粹只想让自己去见见人，吸吸人味。
一段时间没有到处跑跑了，有点想念外面的空气（虽然吉隆坡的空气没有几干净）。

再顶多就是为了那个hard disk。想要戒掉泡戏院的习惯；
上回月尾结账时发现我竟然一个月内捐了约100个钱给国内大大小小的戏院。
钱包一直在叫：恐怖～
所以呐，找了个hard disk来，准备来泡连续剧呐^^

回来的路上，人超多。为了抄小径，我、racheal和vivian净往人来的方向去。
逆流而上的感觉真的不好....
在地铁排队买票，排了40几分钟..
害吾有感而发地跟vivian讲说：吉隆坡真是个修炼耐心的地方。

然后，
又排队等地铁。
地铁等到后，像挤鸭子似的挤进地铁的电动门内。
当地铁开始动起来时，吾被吓了一下。
‘咿咿呀呀～咿咿呀呀～’地铁的底部尽是跟铁轨摩擦个不停。
吃力咯（福建）。
间中走走停停了几次，冷气也中断了几回...
阿racheal说：我以后不搭LRT了啦。（第一次也是最后一次～）

有些累（站到脚很累）时，一个念头突然闪过；
人与人最近的距离不就是酱...?
可以说是前胸贴胸，后背贴背。(思维放干净些）

混浊的人味，
吾此次的目的不就也达到了吗... :)

外篇：好想念阿信的声音，五月天的音乐。阿信最爱★八月天是放假天－犀利的A.N.D無限放大版

Hostellite Party :)

So, finally the 4th week of my monash (oh gosh, i still alive~) ended with the Hostellite Party organised by MUSA.
well, credits should go to the MUSA welfare commitee, which my lovely friend--->EVA is part of them (and i attended the party because of her -_____-!)

They were pretty smart too (like those organising the Orientation Bash) to make us pay for the 10 bucks of deposit~
Though it was very tiring after the 3 hours lab from 3-6pm, I appeared myself there. cuz, there is NO way i gave away my 10 bucks just like that ◎_◎

There were....er.....not so many ppl...less response from the students, it seems.
but who cares, as long as we ppl enjoyed the party, that's it.

There were performances by a Uni-based-rock band, called Crossing Beyounds (if not mistakened) and also a very-pretty-senior who sings really well *awesome!

But hey, i enjoyed the photos hunting session a LOT ~
Imagine, running around and taking all sorts of photos with ppl i just got to know a minute before...
Since the party's theme is Cartoon, there was a task asking for a photo of group members wearing cartoons..
so, there were me with the big red ELmo ^^

Another caption asked for 'the funniest thing u can find in campus'..
Tsolofelo came out with this idea..

'The most relaxing place in campus'..and our answer was: the BEAN BAGs ~
notice that there was a guy under the whole stack of bags, only the legs were seen　>:)

The group of Mickaciu (Mickey+Pikaciu)

Nice to know you guys :)

一只小小鸟的九号球

当你决定顺着这里看下去的时候，烦劳pause掉左框的music player，然后看到上面那个大大的箭头吗？好，按下去。

李宗盛大哥的小小鸟　
一只想飞却飞不高的小小鸟
我也有一只飞不高的小小鸟
不过是一只太重飞不起的小小鸟

努力挥动脂肪过多的翅膀
拼了命却不曾离开地面超过半米的距离

后来听人家说飞机可以把人（鸟也应该可以吧）载到白云上面很高的地方
那里听说可以找到每个人（或者每只鸟）心里那个份量最重最想要的东西

或许是一个更好的明天
或许是那个传说中的幸福
或许是一个燃烧的理想
或许是那些生命中的尊严
又或许是一个温暖的怀抱
或许就只是一个只想要飞的要求

于是我去了　不是去了蓝天白云的地方　是寻觅飞机去了
一只没本事飞的小鸟　去了找一个可以带它飞上去的机会

一路走去的路　或许太过平坦舒适
当它来到那架飞机的正下方　才突然发现说
原来要上飞机　也是要飞上去的（飞机舱门前没有梯子）
而且那扇舱门　上着锁呐
一把需要　那柄叫做磨练的钥匙　才能打开的锁

它在身上摸了摸　再看了看头顶上的飞机
然后转过头　循着方才来的路　很难过地走了

这次　它记住了　要找一把　叫做磨练的钥匙
顺便要减肥　到时如果还是飞不上去
顺着轮轴爬　应该可以爬得上去吧

到了这里，如果丁当还没有把歌唱完，烦劳你等一下吧。

唱完了吗？好，看到下面那个大箭头了吗？一样，按下去。

来到这一圈　听见了五月天的《九号球》
那个绿色地平线上　人人追着那个九号球
我在想啊　九号的那个　会比十号的那个厉害吗？那么抢手。

“下一杆，换你了。”
嗄？
呐··既然人人都要那个九号球，那我就撞撞它吧

第一杆，没中。
第二杆，也没中。
第三杆，还是没中。
（以此类推）

也许我下一杆又没有办法进球
就像我的生活一直再出差错
也许我这一生始终都会在追逐那颗九号球（那把钥匙、那架飞机、那片蓝天）
到头来　始终不懂　我是在追　还是在逃

那个一路背过来的书包很满
装不下的梦　就丢了一些
凝视着书包里剩下的梦　我到底还有几分执着？
对于爱着我的人和罩着我的人，我忽略了多少？

游戏的输赢没有结果　像人生（鸟的一生）难以捉摸
想要飞　这个不算太高的要求
和那个　不知道是在逃还在是追的九号球
未来的那个世界　要怎样给这只鸟安排呐？

看到这只三更半夜不睡觉　还在这里呱呱叫的笨鸟
那一年还在笨笨学飞的小小鸟　它会喜欢现在的我吗。
很眼睡，不想（不写）了。

晚安。

这篇写出了我的经历和感想。看得懂的人，我服你　:)

敢敢地榨吧

阿信在他的微博（新浪博客的一钟功能，像是facebook's status之类的吧）砸下了那么一句：

8月的第一天，被我用到了盡頭，24小時，被榨到最一秒都不浪費了，哈。......一生總是短到不夠寫出一首我最滿意的歌。早安，8月的第二天。
---8月2日 05:49


努力想想，距离上一次用尽一天24小时的记录好像是n年前的事情····

就酱吧。
来了。
我来榨了。把一天24小时榨干。连最后一秒也都舔干净。
好像只有酱，才能够写出一首最满意的生命谱呱。

心上一字敢面对我的梦　　甘愿来做憨人

敢敢活着，敢敢地榨吧。

Gombak Field Trip

3rd week of my Monash ended with the field trip to Gombak Reserved Forest (1/8/2010) as part of the unit's assignment.
Nothing much actually, it was just sort of the kindergarten outing + picnic =D

The 1st station was the Kelana Jaya Lake :the ex-tin mining site.
I was like a 'wow'...a lake in the middle of city.
We actually collected some samples from the lake and discussed bout it.
Checked the O2 level, pH, salt content and temperature.
It was quite fun anyway :)

Next was the Gombak forest (a true forest with no simen/tar road )
The view was amazing but the journey almost killed me.
Eventually i fell(heavily）on my butts when i slipped through the very-slippery soil+mud+leaves....
Luckily there was a gentleman who hold me so thight that i was saved from slipping down the hill sites. THANKS thousands-thousands ~(◎－◎)~
Well, talking bout this,hmm hmm..
there was only this gentleman who would stand by the slippery sites to hold us(and let us hold) to aid us(especially girls) down.
Only 1. Others were still ah-boy ah-boy.haiz.hardly see any gentleman these days.haiz.

Then we finally reached the Gombak river, in the middle of the forest.
According to Dr Cathy (our dear Environmental Lecturer) the river is actually linked to the Sungai Klang.
I was like another 'wow'....
how on earth can this so-clean river got to do with the so-longkang-water Klang River...



Besides that, i will to seize this opportunity to thank my lovely mama for giving me the ungly but usefull @ high quality buttocks.
On the huge rock full with algae(somewhere besides the river), i fell again.
That was a definate 'AAAaaaaauuuuuuuUUuuuhHHHHHhhhh!!!!!' -_______-~~~

We had our picnic besides the river.
Then,we went back.
The journey going back was xxxx100 worse than when we came.haiz.

so, that is the end of the field trip story.
but hey, i still have my assignment to go..aww~ -_______-

Cialeh, Sanxiu, Stef and me :)

From top left: Cialeh, Sanxiu, Stef and me :)

Sanxiu and Stef came down here for the MTV stage concert.
Then they shunbian visit me. then shunbian tumpang 1 night at my place.
what a pitty, I am just a 'shunbian'...
Havn't meet Cialeh for a long time.
She must be missing me a lot..i always know that >:)

anyway, 1 thing that we will never miss when we meet.

photo shots V^^V