falling on my knees

--I feel stupid recently, especially when I see clever people.

How I wish there are arms there for me too. Things are not going as they once were. And that Sarah sang my heart out,

There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day

The nights are very tiring for me just recently. Though I know, there's nothing much I can do besides keep working on things that should be done. But just a moment, only a moment,

I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

Though I think positively (hopefully), there are times that I feel demotivated. Well, it will be pretty straight forward to say the word out, then how about the lyrics:

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time

However,

It’s easier to believe in this sweet madness
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees