Luv u, papoi

Last year we went Penang.
Last last year we went Malacca.
Last last last year you guys went Cameron without me as I was tangled along with SPM trial (!@#$%*#) And this year we went HATYAI !!
Next year? :)

We went shopping all over SP town & Penang, looking for the ideal dress up for the trip, and I even straightened my kiukiu hair;
Then together we round SP looking for food, squeezing in 'xiaobai' (little white kancil), making so much noise;
At night, in a room with no light, we hugged together, holding a pillow each, watching the most geli movie of the year, and you ppl kept shouting: I'm not yet 18!! hey, discrimination of those over 18 huh?!
We made bakery together too. the muffins made to be taken along in the bus, as 'bekalan' of all ppl to Hatyai, funny seeing you guys (giants) clumping into each other in the little kitchen;
Finally we started our journey, getting along with papoi here and papoi there, calling for each other;
So much joy we had and so much photos we took, capturing all the memories of our laughter.

All those happy times that we had when we're young seems so long ago;
but they're back again just like a long lost friend;
With all the ones I love so well.

全世界 走一遍 不枉来人间兜一圈
We're on our journey to tour around the world, to our destinies
梦可以 很遥远 狂风暴雨都不改变
You can dream far and be still even when there's a storm coming ahead
全世界 心相连 用爱围一个大圈圈
We'll all be together with our hearts tied in a circle
梦就算 再遥远 心里有家就会团圆
No matter how far apart we go, there's always a reunion
when you leave us a place deep inside, a place called home

团圆－巫启贤

With love,
I'm looking forward the next reunion.

Eagerness.....II

beh tahan laaaaAA!
wa jin jia si beh tahan laaaAA!
i like the photos too much, cant stop myself from posting them :3

*yam man man is too excellent and talented in photo editing.
*big applause for her!

I gonna guai guai go sleep now and tomorrow will be a great day.
awww...I love Christmas. Merry Christmas !
papoi~

Eagerness.....

Breakfast for tomorrow's early trip is ready.

To our destiny---->HATYAI
On your mark
Get set
Go!

With love,
Merry Christmas!

Every shalala still shines.

Life has been quite relaxing these days and after all, I've been drowning (suffocating softly) in those marvelous songs and melodies. yeeeyeyey~

Oh well, I'll listen to songs of all era, including oldies but it may not be only oldies **wink wink :) Well, so occasionally...songs that get me 共鸣 (attract me) are mostly oldies, **wink wink and I'll keep repeating the same old song once I fall in love with it for many many many times. Some say this is a baaaaad habit. blek, choi meh.

Dad always banyak comments on songs I favor, he's quite particular on how the singers carry along with each song. Thanks to those Hi5, he taught me to catch and figure the beauty of each nice songs.

One of friends recommended 2 songs: 'Imagine' and 'Woman' by John Lennon, one of my favorite artists. 'Imagine' was the first song that lead me to this great man and I love it a lot.As for 'Woman', I do remember we talked bout it last time. Er..I don't remember how it was when I listen to this song last time. So, once again I sat down quietly and played the song. I like the guitar and the pace each time when he sang the '..woman~' :) The song is nice indeed. I'll like it more if it is '..oh~Man..' ! hahax.

Just recently I start watching 《星光大道》season 7, one of the hottest show in Taiwan. There was this theme of a particular episode named: 跨時代金曲 (songs of those years---->oldies lor) wow, so much nice songs that have been dig out.
Oldies again...

海上花 －甄妮
一见你就笑 －邓丽君
为你我受冷风吹 －林忆莲
一路上有你－张学友
我的未来不是梦 －张雨生
华若离枝 －苏芮
不只是朋友 －黄小琥
我是不是你最疼爱的人 －潘越云
爱得比较深 －陈淑桦
茉莉花 －凤飞飞（由表演嘉宾邻家王子演绎。搞砸了～）
成全我的梦 －黄乙玲
想哭就到我怀里哭 －庾澄庆
激情之后 －张清芳
夜太黑 －林忆莲
爱不对人 －江蕙
太傻 －巫启贤 (thumbs up!)
其实你不懂我心 －童安格

For now, I'm glued to the song 'Yesterday once more' by carpenters.
Again, oldies... :)

老哥哟，我每次想到的画面都是你以前老是七早八早放那首“崇拜”，一边哼哼一边拖地的场景咧。晨光下，你穿着睡衣的背坨坨的‘倩’影，awwwww :3

Production of yesterday's work

May I present you the little tiny lovely cute-ie TangYuan !

Winter is here!! - 冬至

Before anything bout Christmas, we've the Winter Solstice Festival here to say 'hai' to everyone. It's commonly know as Dōngzhì Festival and with it, we can roughly mark an end to the year of 2010.

TangYuan is no doubt the food of the fest! yeyey~
I've been hanging around with my dearest sisters, learning to make my own TangYuan. With all the hard works, we did it finally. And the 'appearance' is surprisingly good!
We have green (pandan), yellow (pumpkin), orange (carrot), white (ori), red (dragon fruit) and pink (also dragon fruit), a total of 6 colours! It's awesome.

And now, I have a full tuperwear of raw TangYuan in the fridge.
I gonna wake up early tomorrow morning and make it ready for dad and mum before they go off to work. ---must must must wake up!-----
=^^=

this was the TangYuan I helped to make at Grandma's house last year. a bit dull hor..

冬至秋过又一年
红橙黄绿还有白
我把祝福搓成圆
愿君明年会更好

务必尝尝糖水汤
切记我情如此甜
若君觉得汤圆咸
请君原谅我把汗水也搓了进去 (嘻!)

Fields of Gold

Just for once, let the golden field takes over this sheet of space.
And things will get back to place again.

就今夜让我摸索在这金黄色的迷茫里。
愿睡醒后的明天一切都好。

Whisper dooperdoo

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses
You've been out ridin' fences, for so long now.
You're a hard one.
I know that you've got your reasons.
These things that are pleasin' you
Can hurt you somehow.

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy
She'll beat you if she's able.
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet.
Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table.
But you only want the ones
That you can't get.

Desperado,
You aint getting no younger.
Your pain and your hunger,
They're driving you home.
And freedom, freedom.
Well that's just some people talking.
Your prison is walking through this world all alone.

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun will shine.
It's hard to tell the night time from the day.
And you're losing all your highs and lows
Aint it funny how the feeling goes away...

Desperado,
Why don't you come to your senses?
come down from your fences, open the gate.
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you.
You better let somebody love you.
(let somebody love you)
You better let somebody love you
before it's too late.

You'll never know. How it feels when I sing along with this song.
Because I'll never let you know.


Dad had given me a wonderful name 幸 , filled with so much blessing.
I'm loved by many, and I know it'll be warm even if I forget my blanket in the night.

With love, Good night and sweet dreams.

晚安，那些爱我的人和我爱的人. 愿君好梦

Micheal's wedding !

Not long ago, at the far far away Melbourne city, cousin Micheal married his gorgeous wife, Youn. And guess what, sis in law is a Korean; what a lovely wife he got ! =^^=

Though I (and most of my family here in Malaysia) can't be there for their wedding, we sent our best regards and we're definitely glad to hear their good news. A short video clip that I've made for them, collecting wishes from our uncles,aunts and cousins. Just hope they could feel the bless few thousands miles away from this South-East-Asia land.

Grandma was there to witness the memorable moments. I bet she would be much much pleased to be there. While I can only feel their joy through the photos (and many thanks to Facebook). Flipping through the photos, there is something warm felt deep inside the heart :3

..How best it is when lovers finally walk down the red carpet hand in hand;
with two hearts finally joint to one and starts beating for each other..

执子之手，与子偕老；难道就是这种感觉？

老妈，如果我幸运嫁得出的话，你可不可以也这样子给我梳头？

突然有种恨嫁的念头；哈！

Credits of photos go to one of Micheal's friend, Karina Hadidjaja, who is really really talented in photo shooting. Bravo !

这种生活叫做颓废

吃饭睡觉的日子一天复一天地过
越是努力想要清醒越是容易睡着

我
积
极
不
起
来

怎么办?
T_T

为啥昨日欢笑的感觉像是已经过了半个世纪?

不会·再见一字辈

再过不到一个月的白天黑夜，我挥挥衣袖，纵使心有多不甘情有多不愿，我即将正式告别一字辈。

站在这一字头岁数的最后一班列车，一路走来经历的改变说大其实不大，说小它又好像很大。

以前发梦没事做的时候，小说几本或是彩色笔一盒就可以让我忙上大半个下午；现在没有上网打发时间我会死。
以前鲜少夜过三更才睡觉；现在即使不是要赶作业，煲连续剧也要煲到凌晨一两点才甘愿。
曾经向往多姿多彩的大学生涯；现在却只能以马马虎虎的成绩混过第一个学期。
之前人生最大的目标好像只是SPM；现在对我来说考试好像不再是大件事。
小的时候觉得拍拖交往是很久以后的事；现在到了这个年级没有男朋友，别人看你市场不景气。T_T

打从学会呼吸到目前为止，我好像已经欠了一屁股人情债；

第一笔帐归于生我养我的爸爸和妈妈、还有那个嘴巴很臭却很耐用的哥哥；

接着是一摞不同父也不同母的姐姐：大姐、二姐、三姐、四姐（阿宁）、五（哥？！）和六姐（实际年龄比我还小#￥%），法律上她们的母亲大人和我老妈是姐妹，大家却习惯把我唤作七妹。那些要把姐姐娶回家的未来姐夫除了要照顾他所爱的亲弟妹（们），还得附加一个七妹；（这门生意不好做吧？！）

除了这群比亲哥哥还要好的姐姐们，我还有另外一群很好很好的堂哥堂姐表弟表妹阿姨舅舅伯伯婶婶…………
外婆外公奶奶甚至我妈妈的妈妈的妈妈仍还健在。（老天也算待我不薄。）

撇开家人，我有一堆同样很好的死党；一些在我离开家乡到外走江湖的时候给我照应、互相扶持，就算放假回乡，大伙儿还是天天facebook来facebook去；一些属于古董级的老朋友当我行走在外的时候电话来电显示萤幕从来不会有他们的出现，只要踏上家乡土，喝茶吃laksa的sms可以催死人；还有一些算是生命中的过客，匆匆的一场相识然后是一场分离，就算不是很相熟，日后见面说声‘嗨’应该还可以。
外加我还有一个非常要好的超级好友，看尽我发育时期最难看的丑相却还愿意不离不弃地陪我一路走来；石吸粪鱼，你知道我在说你马hor =^^=

接下去还有一大篇很长很长；可能我下半辈子都得用来还债了。

19年前从某个名为母亲的女人肚子里来到这个世界，除了吃喝拉屎，至今仍没有做出任何建设性的贡献。
给大家添乱了,实在不好意思。

最近莫名其妙喜欢上Foreigner的一首老歌。

非常够味的一首歌

To Hard Rock beach, Penang.

Many things to tell, but no words seems applicable.
But one thing for sure that I gonna miss these moments very VERY much.

Versatile blogger award ?!

Before I start anything, I suppose I should thank Rachel for the award.

As Rachel said, in order for me to "activate" the award, (your english is good, rachel :b) I need to:

1. Thank and link the person who gave me this award
2. Share SEVEN facts about myself
3. pass the award to seven other blogs that I've recently discovered and leave them a note to tell them about the award.

Ermm. Again, thanks a million + trillion, Rachel. I don't really think I'm eligible for the award, not that I'm humble but seriously, no.

And I bet you passed the reward to me just because of the 2nd 'syarat'. Aren't you ?! nyek nyek. ok la, 7 facts bout myself.

Fact1
I talk a lot (it's quite annoying, sometimes), my mum talks a lot, so does my grandpa. Genetics, that's all I can said bout it.

Fact2
I eat a lot. When I just reached my hometown that day after my semester1, my dad told my mum: 'buy rice. take the 10kg packaging 1. she's back.'

Fact3
I sleep a lot. So I always oversleep. Even if I keep changing my phone alarm tone, I always get immune to it after 3 days.

Fact4
I am doing biotech, but I don't really like science. Perhaps, I'll like it one day because someone told me: Living is not doing what you like, but to like what you doing. I'm learning to live with it.

Fact5
I am totally a chinese educational kid. Nothing to be proud of (seriously nothing). That's the reason I favor chinese songs, novels, movies and passages more. And my english sucks. Blogging in english is one of the ways to make me write, and it always takes me hours to squeeze out the few hundreds of words (includes this 1) T.T

FACT6 *IMPORTANT
I love MAYDAY. They are the source of momentum in my living. In Mandarin, 信仰.

*talking bout 信仰，may dad has his own 'special' 信仰.
爸，我们挂一个christmas圈圈在大门那边har?
做么要leh?我又不是基督教.
酱你是拜什么的？
我拜金.挂一个大铜钱la.
.....我靠~

FACT7 *IMPORTANT
I am blessed. I have great family, families and friends. I'm loved by many ppl whom I love them too. Whoever up there, thank you very much for leading them to me. Thanks.



That's all I think. As for the 3rd syarat, I don't think I'll continue doing it until I am familiar enough with the blogs that I'm currently reading. But the main reason for not completing the task as to accept the award is: well........as I have said, I am not yet eligible.
I hope to accept it officially one day.


Till we meet again, Mr.Versatile blogger award, take care.

Like it !

I'm getting a series of posters collection just now.
Among all the posters, this is my favourite, looks like stary stary night huh..?! =^^=

Rapunzel is no doubt a worth watching movie.
The story is wonderful and the (art drawing?) is perfect !

It feels as though they were floating in the air, 3D effect is awesome !

* little tiny lanterns carry with them Rapunzel's dream and hopes of the kingdom people.

aww. that's why I love Disney.

帅哥的承诺

亲爱的男主角，你知道你最迷人的那一刹那在哪吗?
当时，你说：

安心地放手去干吧
我会成为你的后盾
你要去看更广阔的世界
然后拥有更灿烂的未来

对着还不想立刻结婚的女主角，你给了她一个比‘照顾她一生’更珍贵的承诺。





看帅哥不是罪过。
看帅哥的照片更不是错。

呵呵。
我的眼睛好幸福呵。

Donna

How the winds are laughing,
they laugh with all their might.
Laugh and laugh the whole day through,
and half the summer`s night.

Donna donna.
aha, donna.

wang! wang!

Rocky and Eugene ar, for your own good, please la keep quiet. Uncle just had you beaten this morning right, Rocky? Isn't that aLing told you to stop barking like a mad dog yesterday? Aren't you afraid that uncle dump you into the fish pool once again? If you not gonna behave, I bet you'll get it. And Eugene, don't laugh. You too the same.

You guys are very irritating to some other people, don't you know that? Although it doesn't irritate me much, but it is very unpolite to bark-like-no-brain, especially in the middle of the night when people are all in their sweet dreams. The neighbourhood, they'll complain bout the noise. You'll get the family into troubles, get it?

I know, it's all because of the blacky from the next few doors right? well, I don't see why she can ever get both of you into 'super-high' mood and are die-ing to get over her. She is not pretty anyway and no body shape also. Wei, you yourselves are depending on others to survive. Have you ever think of the consequences of your 'high-ness'? Accidents may happen, what more you guys don't even know to take precautions. If blacky's ovaries fertilise with either one of your sperms, what to do with the outcoming hybrids leh? Remember the case last year? the so-call-gorgeous-browny? Where did they end up at? And worse case, we can't even know which of you should be responsible for it.

Perhaps, it's true that the traditions or we should call it 'niche' of your population is to survive and to produce filal offsprings so to successfully colonise the environments. We are all designed in this way, aren't we? But humans are more complicated, more more complex. They design aweful ways to earn their living. They gonna pay more and strive more to survive. It sounds sad, isn't it? But we have fun time too. Erm,I mean not only the time when you unndertaking the reproducing procedures, but a lot more. You'll know how it is if you're men next generation.

Well, I'm talking nonsence. Am I? hah! My Sem1 results were out last night and it's bad, unsurprisingly. Well, I gonna strive more if I want to survive on this earth, isn't it? Awwwh, it's hurt. The heart is painful.


Remember my words, stop barking. promise?

OMGoodness

Will you believe if I tell you that this meal will only cost you rm2.1 ?
keow teow soup (rm1) + leng teh (rm1.1) = rm2.1

Super cheap , right ?! AAAAAAAAAAAaaaa!
the keow teow soup is even cheaper than the drink !

unbelieveable? see it yourself.


Those which is rm5 per bowl de, go long piak la.
五块钱一碗的，滚一边去啦。

不用讲，你也知道我现在很想念他们。

Day 18

-to the person that you wish you could be


Dear you,

I will never forget how much you have influenced the 15-year-old me.
Like a mold, I tried to learn the way you deal with life.

何(なん)とかなんさ

‘There must be a way, don't worry’. You like saying the phrase at all time.

When difficulties come to me, I wish to told myself: 何(なん)とかなんさ.
When choices (that I have no idea on which to be picked) lye in front of me; 何(なん)とかなんさ.
When I can’t foresee the way I am heading for; 何(なん)とかなんさ.
When critics and misunderstandings let me down; 何(なん)とかなんさ.
When burdens almost put me to death; 何(なん)とかなんさ.

Basically, I’m lazy enough so I thought I might easily carry on with it; don't think so much, things will find their way. Anyway, things don’t go on as we wish all the time, aren’t they?
There are sometimes that I’m down, disappointed, feeling hurt and breaking down to cry (try not to be seen, of course), especially during that period when progesterone and oestrogen are being highly (perhaps overwhelmed) synthesized.

After all, when I turn back and look at those times, I can’t help but to laugh at myself. hahax.

What on earth that forced me to make clarification or decision or definition out of this wholly one-bunch-messing-up world?! Why must I crack my brain off to figure out things of ‘should’ and ‘shouldn’t’, or to get myself follow the stern principle although sometimes it is better to follow what’s in my mind? Hahax.

‘I am not on the evil side, neither do I on the good’s.’ You did say that. Within black and white, you have chosen none of them, neither you choose the colour of grey. Maybe, you never notice but in my point of view, you stand as in your own colour. I longs to discover my colour too. Perhaps, I’ll find it one day.

And I like the way you see others. In your eyes, everything and everyone is pretty in its own way. There is nothing as ‘you’re wrong and I’m right’. Indeed, as long as one is not killing/murdering another one, nothing is a definite wrong. I hope the world I see from my eyes is as pretty as yours. I really hope so.

For an average person like me, things go off tract sometimes.
Just recently, I have been trying my best to solve a problem as perfect as it can be. Somehow, there were blames and critics. Well, I did feel sad tho. And I told myself: nah~ 何(なん)とかなんさ. Maybe it would be better if I find out more bout this incident. But I'm just too lazy to think and figure out the reasons or solutions or whatever. Have I become alike to you more and more each day? Hahax. no idea.

I bet you must have not heard of my name before and will probably feel weird to receive a letter from a person you never knew. To be honest, I don't think you will ever read this, but I can't find any other better way to reach for you. And I am scared that you can't read English too..ermm, maybe I shall start learning Japanese...We'll see.

Wow, it's a long letter. I hope you won't be bored reading it. Do send my regards to Anna, HoruHoru, ChocoLove, Ren, Ryu, Manta and others. Ohya, don't forget Amidamaru too :)

That's all for now, I think. Oh, there's another thing, will u mind to do me a favor by telling steve: Day18 is not for you la..hahax. Thanks.

Till we meet (if we can) , take care and all da best.




a big fan of yours,
tzexin

I am very happy.

I am very happy.
I am very happy since this afternoon.
I am very happy since this afternoon as I was with my dear friends.

I am very happy.
I am very happy that we watched a movie together.
I am very happy that we watched a movie together though 'Harry Potter & bla bla' is not very nice.

I am very happy.
I am very happy in the middle of the night.
I am very happy in the middle of the night till I can't really sleep now.

I am very happy.
Can you feel my happiness now?

那天，我去看歌台。

老妈一到台下马上就跟那里的一个aunty站一边去讲话；
我跟老爸站在距离舞台很远的后面，中间隔着很多uncle aunty。

我一直 很好奇，为什么舞台的音响每次都要放到超级大声，连speaker都破声掉才甘愿。
我问老爸：他们是怕天上的老神仙们听不到吖？
老爸看着我，沉思了很久才弯下身来：‘你说什么吖？’ 我靠～

除了70年代的福建曲目，uncle aunty都很喜欢唱费玉清的歌；
一只手抓麦克风，唱到climacs另一只手就要随着不断往上飙的高音向上提，手掌最后停在额头上面的高度。
然后，每首歌的结尾最好就是有那种咯咯咯咯咯咯咯的抖音，像是我每次用盐水漱口的时候发出的声音。

也不是全部歌手都是老uncle aunty，年轻一点的几乎都是衣服布料很节省、魔鬼身材天使脸孔、化大浓妆的辣妹。
全身上下穿得一闪一闪亮晶晶，伴着不停扭动的翘臂，白白嫩嫩的肚挤眼显得格外诱人。

大多数时候，年轻一辈的目标好像都只是旁边那些档口跟摊位。

photo by zixin 2010

没有西瓜的西瓜汤、玉蜀黍、珍珠奶茶、烧鱼、烤鸡翅膀、鱿鱼蕹菜（我的最爱）、肉干（也是我超爱的）、泰国出产的台湾香肠…………



站了近一小时，好不容易老妈的三姑六婆话家常八卦完了，
老爸说：走lur..回家lur.

而我也已经被背后那支大龙香的浓烟熏得满脸泪痕，
黑黑的灰烬一点一点贴满了衣襟。

3 Idiots

3 Idiots - a Bollywood comedy film staring by Aamir Khan, Kareena Kapoor and Madhavan.
Watching bollywood film again after so long...hahax.

The story line is pretty simple and commonly seen, but it seeps into me somehow.
Sorry but I can't really tell the feeling that wonders me when I see the 3 students struggle to survive through their university lives.
It's definitely a movie for students, for universities' students especially.
Watch it, and you may feel the same as I did.
Ohya, I watched it just a day after the last paper of my Final Exam, in case you may want to know....how 'don't-know-how-to-tell' the feeling was to watch this movie at that moment.

I like this song: Give me some sunshine
sad case, youtube doesn't allow me to post it here.
Same goes to the Official Trailer .
You may not be understanding the language, but you'll get the meaning of the song for sure :)

'Aal is wel', that's what the guy(grabbing his blue butts) always tell his buddies.

Lay your hand above your left chest, pat it gently, and tell it: hey brother, aal is wel, don't worry.

aal is wel. yea, all is well.

Post-Exam

Days have been busy ever since the Final Exam was over.
A lot of things I have encountered and gone through.
Some got me into tears and some made me laugh.
Many thanks to those who had accompanied me all this while.
I am super-ly greatful that you guys were there for those moments.
Again, Thank You.

And not forgetting the awesome food that I have tried these days.
So =D for being taken by those awesome ppl and being surprised for every single (new) discovery.hahax.

Day1.(straight after the last paper of Finals)
如家小厨-Zhia's Kitchen Restaurant, located just beside the Kim Gary at Pyramid.
Their soup's' are so much home-made-feel.so ngam!

Day2.
Planned to go Klang for the famous Bak Kut Teh. Too bad, there was no more bak left when we reach there at about 1pm. ended up eating at the nearby Mamak Restaurant. according to uncle, the Mamak restaurant is famous too...as many ppl go there when they miss the Bak Kut Teh (Our case, for example T.T) pity sanxiu and stef, came so far from shah alam to eat mamak food which they eat almost everyday at intek.kesian.

*Stef stayed overnight at my place that night. we discovered cheap books (with 50-70% off !!) at the Popular Warehouse Sale at Summit the next day which got us into hyperactive stage the whole night :)
I need that and I'm really pleased that you were there, TQ stef.

Day3.
猪肉面-Pork mee, one of the famous hawker food at SS15.
The mee is quite nice, but it will be nicer if the taoke-saw(taoke's wife) could be more polite. she was so damn 'diao'(吊). and wish I won't have to wait for more than 1 hour to get my mee done the next time T.T

德国咸猪手(ham zhu shao..hah!)- Roast-pork-leg. at 老港，Lao Gang Chinese Food Restaurant in Puchong. You can never imagine how perfect the roasted pork was. though it was just the part of a pig's hind leg, it was huge and perfectly roasted till very crunchy. Uncle kept feeding me with the super-thick-edipose layer(fat) attached with the crunchy skin. beh~tahan~la !!

Day4
Dang dang! the J Cool yogurt ice-cream. there is one at Pyramid. Go and try it out =D
Kamxia for taking me there, kamxia kamxia- to Sinling 四姐 and Liling.

photo by zixin 2010

photo by zixin 2010

Sad case: these food are killing me softly.
but good news is: I am going home !
Can't wait to hug my bed.muakz.

となりのトトロ

I need to start working now. Seriously.

I love you, girls =)

Somehow I love to recall things that have gone pass, things that are already in past tense.
ermm..perhaps, it will be more accurate to say I love to call for things that is beyond my reach now.
Is it a bad habit?
..............................Who knows wor.

No doubt I miss my dad and mum. and my brother.
I miss my cousins, my grandpaS, grandmaS, uncles and aunts.
I miss all the gatherings that we had.
I miss my friends back at hometown there.
I miss the food. I miss my car. I miss the places.

but yeyey, look around me now.

Nearest to me- Chai vege. She is such a funny and so-lame girl. She has a glowing-in-the-dark poster of a pretty woman above her bed now. and just recently, she likes to hang things under the sun, eg: books, spectacles, slippers..all sorts of things except clothes. according to her, those organisms cry and are all wet. cute she.

Then the Eva Siao. She is definately a siao girl. never see her face-with-no-laughter, even when the time ppl tembak her in facebook, this is the best thing of her. she can laugh when she is on facebook, on twitter, reading, talking, driving, having her exams, and at most when eating. she smiles to the food. yes, she does. cute she.

oh, here comes the autotroph-YanHui. She is directionless and super-slow-react-able. she is labeled: coffee, cornflakes, fengyou. so and so. ohya, she always find her things on the clothes hanger recently. the happiest moment of hers when she is on phone talking to her boyfriend a.k.a daddy, i guess. cute she.

and Zoey. aha, her bahagia always come in front of our door, very frequently indeed. and guess what, she tells me that she doesn't like to wear dress. but hey, I bet she will be super pretty in dress with her super-nice body :D how I know? I am her ex-bed-partner ma..hahax, cute she.

not to forget ChuYee-the girl that bad-influenced me the most. I did feel a bit lost when she is not in Casa Subang anymore. So, I ended up to be staying up in pyramid till very late and always come back casa alone. pitty me. somehow, both of us are facebook-relationships-engaged here in Subang.hahax.we talk a alot, from shopping to relationships to guys to bra to underwear, you name it. she is pretty in her way. cute she.

and here come my recent hang-out gang in monash: poHyee, poHkeng, Ra-chel and her lover Vivienne.

poHyee- what a lovely girl. the whole world is so lovely and wonderful whenever she talks to me. even in msn chat, I can see the smiling face appear in every line of the words. She will just come randomly : 'xin xin~'. and some influence from her I think, I am so frequent to say : I love you and I miss you recently. the day is just so nice when I turn in my msn and see a messege saying: xin xin..muakz :) cute she.

poHkeng- the 2nd poH. she doesn't really like when I call her : poHkeng. anyway, she is now immune to the name after all. She is the one who lent me her phone to play games during lectures- best thing to do during lectures. and yea, I like her. cute she.

Ra-chel- the K-pop lover whose boyfriend is a Mayday-lover too. Well, she is so-damn-pretty. I wanted to say that ever since I saw her during MUFY. She has her own way of humour. 'se se de'. she likes to blame all the 'sengek' thought on me although she is the one who came out with all those yellow-jokes. she say i m the 'catalyst'. LOL. cute she.

Vivienne- the lover of Rachel. they sleep together, eat together, go to class together, still they have so many things to talk bout.....in facebook. and vivienne, she is actually 'diam-diam ubi berisi'. she will be sitting beside when the san-pa start chatting and when the activation energy is somehow reached..she can talk a lot! including those 'jokes'. haiz, cute she.



I will never know how lucky I am now till I look around and I found them. and yea, there are others too, only that I can't name it one by one.
I am depressed of my chemistry paper. yes I am.
But instead of spending time regreting for the paper, it will be a better approach to blog about these girls, I think.

Girls, you are wonderful.
I want to love you all more and more! -^ ^-


p/s: Good luck for the up-coming paper !

I was bored. thats why.

I was bored.
So, I made up this:

photo by zixin 2010

Then slowly I made up this also:

photo by zixin 2010

Then, I got even bored so I poured all in:

photo by zixin 2010

Then?
Then, I finished up the stars and nescafe and got back to work.

*should try it with kopi O next time.the colour will be even nice,I think :)

what colour is the sea?

photo by 五月天DNA巡迴演唱會 - 香港站

--常常我闭着眼睛 听到了海的呼吸 是你温柔的蓝色潮汐 告诉我: 没关系。
Sometimes, I close my eyes and listen to the snoring of sea breeze;
and I know, everything will be just fine.

photo by zixin 2010

Well, night in Subang Jaya is not that bad too. isn't it? :)